Life hasnt been too great this year .. but life has indeed been really generous too at times especially the last few months of the year...showering enormous happiness of its kind in life's own mysterious ways.. Well you will say, every year is the same .. Some memories treasures, some pains put to grave.. the stout lady success taking more time to come than to go while the lithe woman named destiny keeps moving here and there.. No offense meant to my dear Gods .. I know and understand ( rarely though) that you are just doing a fair mathematics of my good and bad deeds,thoughts and words. So I accept the days to come with a more positive smile.. Everything happens for good .. Let's hope so !
22 December 2009
RANDOM THOUGHTS !!!
Life hasnt been too great this year .. but life has indeed been really generous too at times especially the last few months of the year...showering enormous happiness of its kind in life's own mysterious ways.. Well you will say, every year is the same .. Some memories treasures, some pains put to grave.. the stout lady success taking more time to come than to go while the lithe woman named destiny keeps moving here and there.. No offense meant to my dear Gods .. I know and understand ( rarely though) that you are just doing a fair mathematics of my good and bad deeds,thoughts and words. So I accept the days to come with a more positive smile.. Everything happens for good .. Let's hope so !
14 December 2009
YOU !!!!
I find it wonderful the way God has created our perfect friend for us within us. We keep searching for a loyal friend and the unconditional companionship that such a friendship may promise, only to find it was inside us all along.
In the depths of gloominess you can still the light somewhere; far off may be, but yes you do. And while the rest of the world can walk out on you, you will always have yourself. No one can ever crush your spirit or hurt you in any way unless you give them the power to do so.
May be .....
Maybe … we can tell the good from the bad, but we need the bad to make us realize the worth of goodness.
Maybe … dreams are to take us away from reality; go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you dream of, and want to do.
Maybe … it is all part of a bigger plan of God that we meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right one, we'll appreciate more and hold dear to us.
Maybe … we really won't appreciate what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don’t know what we have been missing until it arrives.
Maybe … I should keep hoping for enough happiness to make me sweeter, enough trials to make me stronger, enough sorrow to keep me humble and human, and enough tragedies to make me wiser.
Maybe … happiness is all in the head and people don't have to have the best to be happy; Most of them are just making the most of what they have and finding pleasures in little little things that comes along their way.
Maybe … you should do something nice for someone every single day, even if it is simply to leave them alone. Yes my friend made me realize long back that is also a nice thing and hence I quote.
Maybe … a best friend is him who understands that my silence has words and he hears what I am going through and knows how to cheer me up.
Maybe … a fast forward button is not the reason we were given life, life is about the ups and downs, the fast and the slow, the mighty and the weak, we have to see if everything was worth it in the end, and hence live through one moment at a time.
Maybe … there are moments in life when you miss someone — a parent, a spouse, a friend, a child — so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real, so that once they are around you appreciate them more.
Maybe … love isn't about expectations, it is all about giving. The moment you expect love dies. One should know love from selfishness. Love is selfless.
Maybe _ all you can do is not think. Not wonder. Not obsess. Not imagine. Just breathe. Breathe in, breathe out. Everything works out in the end, and the more time you spend worrying about it, the longer it takes for things to end perfectly...just the way they should.
Maybe _ you have to be strong for yourself, I have to know that I am a good person and a good friend. What is meant to be will end up good, and what is not, won't. Relationships are worth fighting for, but sometimes you can't be the only one fighting. At times, people need to fight for you. If they don't, you must move on and realize what you gave them was more than they were willing to give you. Hopefully, people realize great things when they come around and don't lose something real. Always fight, until you can't anymore, and then be fought for.
The Walk
I persuaded myself to walk further. The corridor seemed endless. I hadn’t a clue where I was heading, but I knew something at the end of that tunnel invited me. It was a fine stream of light, the one that could only come from something as brilliant as warm sunshine.
My path had been a difficult one. When I started this journey, it was a dark, lonely one. I remember their kind whispers, the loving support… those words that said over and over so they may reach my almost dead heart. They had reached me… how else would I have found the courage to start this journey into the unknown?
Bitter-sweet moments; they didn’t make me cry anymore. I remember everything that had happened. Etched on my heart were secrets untold, and upon revealing, you’d see the person in an entirely new perspective. Memories flashed before my eyes; days of innocent love, sleepless nights filled with strange voids. I remembered certain, strange warmth… I remembered being protected, the magic, the aura… I danced in pure happiness. I remember fears and I remember pushing them aside. I stop. They start hurting again, i mean ... those lovely memories… the lonesome moments here with myself again.
--
I finally see light at the end of this tunnel and I can tell by the look of it that it’s pure, warm sunshine. I hear their whispers in my ears, the notes of support they chanted to me when getting up and starting was the hardest thing to do. Aimless though it was, I now discover it’s only the beginning that demands most of our courage. Their words echo and I can feel their happiness. I have finally found the light that will show me where I’m heading. I have no regrets… what we had is just been and gone. The moments that made me cry now only bring happiness. I’m happy because it happened. I bring my hand to my heart, whisper my gratitude to the ones who were at my back, telling me they’ll catch me if I fall. My friends, my well wishers, my loved ones… I have come to the light. The tears only made me stronger and I kept your words close to my heart.
This is the end and I already know I have arrived to a new beginning. It’s a wonderful sight. I can see the sun shining, I see the world smiling back to me. I feel loved. Yes, this is my destiny. I’m here people! I’m here and I’m back. The love, the care, the affection… it brought the warm sunshine in me back.
I’ll shine!
My path had been a difficult one. When I started this journey, it was a dark, lonely one. I remember their kind whispers, the loving support… those words that said over and over so they may reach my almost dead heart. They had reached me… how else would I have found the courage to start this journey into the unknown?
Bitter-sweet moments; they didn’t make me cry anymore. I remember everything that had happened. Etched on my heart were secrets untold, and upon revealing, you’d see the person in an entirely new perspective. Memories flashed before my eyes; days of innocent love, sleepless nights filled with strange voids. I remembered certain, strange warmth… I remembered being protected, the magic, the aura… I danced in pure happiness. I remember fears and I remember pushing them aside. I stop. They start hurting again, i mean ... those lovely memories… the lonesome moments here with myself again.
--
I finally see light at the end of this tunnel and I can tell by the look of it that it’s pure, warm sunshine. I hear their whispers in my ears, the notes of support they chanted to me when getting up and starting was the hardest thing to do. Aimless though it was, I now discover it’s only the beginning that demands most of our courage. Their words echo and I can feel their happiness. I have finally found the light that will show me where I’m heading. I have no regrets… what we had is just been and gone. The moments that made me cry now only bring happiness. I’m happy because it happened. I bring my hand to my heart, whisper my gratitude to the ones who were at my back, telling me they’ll catch me if I fall. My friends, my well wishers, my loved ones… I have come to the light. The tears only made me stronger and I kept your words close to my heart.
This is the end and I already know I have arrived to a new beginning. It’s a wonderful sight. I can see the sun shining, I see the world smiling back to me. I feel loved. Yes, this is my destiny. I’m here people! I’m here and I’m back. The love, the care, the affection… it brought the warm sunshine in me back.
I’ll shine!
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